i am who i am :) so don't expect of what you want me to become

It’s hard to believe that eleven years ago a special gift was placed in my arms.  This gift has been the reason I get up in the morning for the past few years.  Life did not turn out how I expected it when God first gave Brendan to me.  God’s “dreams” were not the same as mine.  Yet, for some reason, it’s okay.  Well, not always okay, but for the most part, I have a great life.  Actually, not “for the most part,” I just do.  I have a place to stay, food to eat, clothes to wear, and a family who loves me.  I also have a great God who cares.  Yes, God is good all the time…. no matter what!